This week hasnt been that great. School load is piling up, tests and reports are up to my neck, i havent saved a single cent this week, money keeps going out, i keep spending on intangible things and it’s hard for me to trace where my money has gone to, i have not been watching my diet of late, my time management is incredibly awful than ‘the normal Zia’s standard of awful’ and i have not been sleeping well.

I took an accounting paper earlier and i went home feeling demoralised and depressed. I swear the paper was hard and all the late night revisions (with disturbances of project work and deadlines to adhere to) makes revision terribly futile. Nothing goes to my brain. It’s fried, literally.

I need to get myself together, discipline myself and not feel as demoralised as i am now. Looking at pictures of makeup and youtube makeup tutorials helps cheer me up so much but the thought of spending on makeup will burst my finances this month saddens me again. :c

I am getting out of control with my time management and my teacher had to sit down and talk to me about it. She was telling me how im depending on my smarts too much and coming late for classes and ‘frequently’ (which is never, i lied) attending her lectures. She was having like a damn serious conversation but i wasnt serious at all, treating it lightly and kept smiling and giggling throughout the conversation. I even let out a huge humongous laugh when her saliva came out of her mouth as she was speaking. How incorrigible and disrespectful can i be? Hahahahaha! I guess my brain is fried. Im not thinking straight.

Right, i’d better get a good night’s rest and get my senses back in the morning.